December 2010
34 posts
You know
that you like someone when your mood is dictated by theirs.
I feel like shit.
Bed
Usually I’ve only ever liked my bed and detested sleeping anywhere except in it.
But your bed is just as comfortable as my own, if not more so. But perhaps it’s just the fact that you’re in it…
:/
I feel like I’m missing something.
But every time I feel like I know what it is, it slips away.
Sleep + Alcohol
I had 6.5 hours sleep last night, after a insanely busy day at work, followed by a performance, followed by reasonable amount of alcohol in a short period of time.
I thought I’d wake up this morning feeling tired. But I didn’t.
When I got home, I did my classic hangover prevention method. Drink shit loads of water. Every time I drink, no matter if it is only a few or if I get home...
Taxi's
As my friends have probably gathered by now, I always get really weird in taxis. I’m not sure why.
I hate it when my friends talk loud, I hate it when they swear and I hate it when they talk about the driver when he’s really quiet. Taxi drivers cop so much shit. They have to deal with drunken dickheads all night, being obnoxious and annoying and loud.
Tonight, our taxi driver drove...
Stop it.
Just when it seems like everything is over. It starts up again.
I don’t understand you.
Good Mood.
Nothing else to say really.
Just very happy :)
Things that Frustrate Me
- people born in 1994-1997 saying that they miss the 90’s in Facebook groups.
They would have only been 6 when the 90’s were over. As if they remember all the cartoons they speak about0. Also, half the cartoons they talk about were in the early 00’s, so they’re not even correct in that aspect
- people who cause drama unnecessarily
I don’t see the need to do this....
Tomorrow
Should be a good day.
Practice with Julian in the morning/afternoon. Then I get to see Jenna! :)
Hm
So tired at the moment. Worst ‘sleep’ ever.
Bedtime
It is time to sleep. I am about to close my Macbook, plug in my phone and put on Sleep Cycle. Then close my eyes and try to drift off.
But that’s not going to happen tonight. Sleepless nights due to an overflowing mind are wicked :/
I hate
waiting for a reply to a text.
When it’s important and could be either good, or really bad news.
No Sleep Til
Had such a wicked day today. Lost my proper moshing virginity in ADTR, then followed it up in Parkway, kinda lol.
Was the first to arrive at the official after-party - which was FUCKING SHIT! Wasted too much money on drinks trying in vain to make it good.
Then got HJs and caught the NightRider home. Got to lay down on Jenna the whole trip and fell asleep, so it went ridiculously quick :D
Now...
Sometimes
I feel like I’m wasting my time. I feel I should be doing something that is actually worthwhile. But instead, I’m selling videogames to people that should be outside exercising. I’m buying junk-food and becoming unhealthy myself. I drive everywhere which adds to the rising pollution levels.
There are times when I just want to sell every possession I have and leave every thing...
Options
I have so many options. So many things that I can do, so many people I could go and see.
But right now, I want to lie in my bed and sleep for a month. I want to just lie down, close my eyes and drift away. Maybe I’ll feel better after I do that.
What’s weird though, is that I’m not even tired.
I want to do this, but I’m still scared. I’m waiting for a sign that I’m 100% ready and I feel like it keeps slipping between my fingers.
There are some parts of this that scare and confuse me, but most things make me feel amazing.
I need to learn how to look forward and not back.
Opportunity
I have one and I plan on making the most of it. Let’s see where this takes me…
Sleep
I need it. But I don’t want to yet.
I feel like going to bed early is a waste of time. I feel like I should be doing something with friends or anything. Not going to bed at 7:30.
People who don't use drugs.
oxmajik:
Stop making a point about it. Banging on about how you’re straight edge or how you get high on life or whatever just makes you as much of a cunt as anyone who wears a t-shirt with a ganja leaf on it.
I disagree. If people are proud that they are clean they have every right to tell people. If people are proud they do drugs then they have the right to tell people as well. They may be a...
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Alcohol
Has the ability to put you in the best mood. I’ve been over the moon all night.
Then something happens that may not even be that big, and the mood is gone.
I’m now in a shit mood. I want my bed and I want sleep and I don’t wanna have to think about anything but closing my eyes and drifting off.
I hate it when people pretend they’re better than you, when really they are exactly the same.
James 'Sharpie' Sharp
You’re an incredible person. You are one of the youngest in our group, but I view you as the oldest and most mature out of us all.
I respect your opinion and know I can trust you to let people know if they are doing something wrong. You are a great person to turn to for advice and you always are able to look at everything from multiple points of view, which is a rare quality for young...
There are some parts of you I’ll never understand.
What do you do when one of the only things that you have in common with a person, is the thing that pushes you away the most?
Have work.
Calves are fucked.
Still tired.
Feet aching.
Can’t walk.
Voice is going crackly.
People can’t accept a favor.
Good day? No.
Terrible day? We’ll see.
My life:
Drive. Work. Drive. Work. Taxi Service. Drive. Work. Free Time. Sleep. Work. Drive. Taxi Service. Drive. Taxi Service, Sleep.
???????
Profit.
November 2010
32 posts
I hope
I don’t fuck everything up.
There comes a moment in time where you realize that something you have done, or been doing has become pointless. You realize that the continuation of this activity is a waste of energy.
Sometimes, you just need to learn when to let things go.
I know I do.